February 2012
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The best way to avoid school tomorrow
I promise to make my friends more of my friends - reveal shit if there deserves to be revealed shit and especially allow them to speak and do what they wish. I’ve just been coasting and flimsy with everyone and I’ve seen my parents without friends and they don’t seem too happy.
Oh the things I imagine doing with several people.
Why do they never occur?
You can try your best but there is no set plan or strategy. This is all a mess and I can’t like you or care about you or bother to speak to you if you do not realize that.
A lot of people are instantly becoming entrepreneurs these days - from selling shoes to hats to necklaces. How about some of you purchase things wisely and not choose these overpriced items? Then you might already have money in your pocket.
But I have to admit it was fun to sell things; I made around $20 from free candy at school.
I was brushing my teeth a couple of minutes ago when I saw the veins in my hand/wrists. It reminds me of a doc I saw to find out what was going on with my heart.
He was taking a sample of my blood plasma - I think - and he couldn’t find a vein. Then he brought up how his son exercises daily and has bulging veins and blood vessels.
He said I was the typical American fatfuck and I’m...
Today, my sister kicked my nose pretty hard.
Tomorrow she will mysteriously fall down a couple of stairs, no biggie.
“Oh yeah, let’s be extremely prideful and incredibly stupid about an ethnicity/minute factor in my life I had no choice over - if I am this or that, it must mean all else is inferior!”
I think it’s funny how a few people find it absolutely enthralling when knowing that there are people in the world who culturally do not use utensils whatsoever when eating.
Talent is so mainstream
eating and sleeping is where it’s at.
But really, I want to do some serious things to certain singers and performers and all talented folk.
Sirius.
Things.
There is a light and it never goes out
Scrolling down my FB chatlist to see who shall I serenade through text - song of choice, So what by Pink. Hmm I choose Monica.
I like to pretend I’m going to change something or go somewhere or run in any direction. Action grants power and in this state of lethargy, that is what I want, but do not want to produce on effort.
Woah, the relationship between Caster and Uryruu is like the relationship between Light and Ryuk in Death Note.
DOES ANYONE AGREE?
In a lot of anime/manga, there’s always a fucking psycho who laughs.
Orochimaru(Alfredo posted that), Frieza and basically all of the Privarron Espada, Yammy and some of the Espada’s Fraccion.
Szayel in his fight with Uryu and Grimmjow when he gets his powers back…
A little confusion
If the movie was set after the series, then that would mean Lizzie kissed Gordo during their junior high photo before the trip to Italy! THAT MEANS, Lizzie either had a serious case of amnesia or she overlooked Gordo once more in terms of his feelings for her only to be reminded when she learns he is being sent back home because he had tried to keep her secret.
Just another thought: if you want to keep a nation together, how about you inform the fucking citizens of every single move?
If other brotherhoods/secret societies existed in the past, wreaking havoc in their countries and the world, what makes you think that is no longer possible? Great good counters great evil, so I guess the only way to make sure no one is out to harm you is to know everyone out there, but we don’t. Strangers are everywhere and that’s where all of the fear and unknown stems from.
Pizza or pasta?
I’ve been really interested in following the recipes at eatingwell.com and the mushroom/potato mix worked out fine - we didn’t have peppers or asparagus, but jalapenos+mushroom was nice with carrots.
There’s a recipe for Thai chicken pasta(the only thing I can think of making it Thai would be using peanuts, peanut butter and soy sauce) that I want because I looooove pizza, but...
Carmina!
Who are you rooting for? I want Diem and CT to win - I just like their story the most and out of everyone, they seem to be the most likeable.
I just want to give Camilla a hug now.
I just don’t know how anyone should deal with a raving drunk woman.
The Challenge makes a lot of people go crazy.
I think when we start to rely on others to relay information, especially about the world, that’s where the greatest lies ever known can be told and sometimes are told. It’s scary.
So I’ve been thinking about why men can go shirtless and why women typically “shouldn’t” - but in the general case, clothes are needed for both to be modest, to be polite and to be civilized. Hm I’m going to guess there was a definite element of arousal between men and women that are heterosexual - their bodies, their entire being, etc. And then came the assertion of...
Dinner tomorrow
Me: So this is another recipe for pasta with tuna.
Mom: What does it have?
Me: Onions, alfredo sauce, peas.
Mom: WHAT?
Me: Peas.
Mom: Beans? You eat pasta with beans?!
Me: NOOOOO, peas. They're green and are fruit.
Mom: WHAT? I don't know this - English is so difficult.
TVD
I have no fucking idea how the season will end. If Bonnie’s mom is a vampire now, Esther can’t tap into their bloodline for power and finish the spell. The Originals are all onto the plan now, Alaric has been shot, Tyler is off, Bonnie is breaking down and now there’s another white oak tree.
LUCY MUST COME BACK! And this Sage must do something too.
Elena needs get some powerful...
Cooking?
I’m hoping my brother will be up to going to Red Apple and buying a few things - I want to make pizza and hash with mushrooms! I want to make food for myself and not rely on my mom so much or outside restaurants(especially Subway, my lovah).
Got my permit
Prepare to evacuate all roads near FHS on March 3rd.
I’m still expecting Carlson and Hitchcock to give me the classic language speech: “You can’t go around calling people a piece of shit.”
But they are, Ms. Hitchcock/Carlson.
They
just
are.
I remember when I was sooooooo PISSED in 5th grade, when Kyleroi told people I pushed him down stairs in the old building. SO FUCKING ANGRY. And now that I think about it, I’m emotional and quick to get my blood pumping; I also remember when I started crying after having some argument with someone.
Hahaha I can’t stop laughing at myself. It’s so pitiful and comedic. This is why...
I thought Carlos’ poem on Friday was spectacular. It was definitely important to everyone who listened.
Oh so much hate and discord. I wonder how this was supposed to truly work out. If this unraveling occurred because just a few choices that accumulated in such a downturn, I’d really hate life in a new way.
When it ends, it ends. I’m just hoping I’ll know what the fuck I’m doing by then and make the transition into the next new thing smooth as possible. I guess I’m afraid of what I can become - it just takes an inquisitive mind and a few thoughtless actions to go from point A to B.
Wuthering Heights
I cannot handle this book’s first few pages. Someone give me Life of Pi or The Stranger, not this. Emily Bronte…I want to understand you, but I cannot.
Since my mom is Muslim and my dad and brother are...
I think it would be HILARIOUS if I became Jewish and my sister Buddhist and we all argue about who’s right and who’s going to hell.
MY PASSPORT PHOTO
Not cute, not cute at all.
And I found out I was born in Burien, at 7:30 PM. Thanks birth certificate.