February 2011
When your friends/family members accomplish...
It’s like, ” OH, MY CHILD! YOU ARE AMAAAAAZING!”
It’s you. Your mind, your choice, your life, your love, etc.
Think not about the if’s, think about “What will I miss out on?”.
I think I’m going to apologize to Amy tomorrow. I didn’t do anything wrong to her directly, but she’s one of those people who are in movies. The girl the school doesn’t like. The girl who just might have to eat lunch by herself. But she did/does have friends. Yep, I’m going to apologize for doing my part in making her a social pariah.
Not out of pity, but just out...
I found it...
My sister handed me practically all of my serious medical history.
It talks about my sinus tachycardia, which is just an irregular heart rhythm with beats per minute exceeding 100. But then mysteriously, my EKG - an electrocardiograph - which views electrical activity in the heart, and my echocardiogram - which is a sonogram of the heart - were both in normal limits. So, we all do not know...
I'm a bit tired of "Follow your heart"
I mean, a person is beyond just their heart. People are made up of minds, bodies, and hearts.
So if you love someone or something, love it with body, mind, and heart. Speculate and think about a relationship. Feel one. Give up everything to that person and do what you want.
It’s true, no one really can judge another.
And no one really can change the views you have on yourself.
But something is always missing: You never fully tell/show someone who you are, what you stand for, what you do, etc.
We evaluate what we see and hear - just whatever we are given.
A few freshmen are assholes. Some are loud and annoying and need to sit down and shut the hell up. Some really need someone to help them through everything. Some I really want to know why they come to school.
2. The change in two years.
Hmm, I guess I changed in a couple of ways.
My mom says I took a big change when I turned thirteen, possibly meaning I’ve become more disrespectful than before. But I love them and honor/respect, no matter how I act. I think I’ve become more outgoing than when I was 12. In 6th grade,(which was 3 years ago, but whatever) I’d wear this big red jacket everywhere! So I guess I...
NO, I will not give you the answers. You come to class, occasionally smelling like weed, acting ditzy and confused, and you expect me to give you the answers. No, I will not. I don’t care what you can do to me physically(punch, kick, stab, jump) because wounds heal and I may go through tons of pain, but I will not change. Steal my paper, you are damn right if I try to get it back. If I start...
January 2011
xoxoprinncesdoniego:
While everyone else in the district is having new classes, most of the freshmen at my school will be having the same classes from last semester -_-
I was talking to Monica about this! Is it going to be like this for the whole four years?
I just figured out something. You can’t “be there” for someone you hardly know. You can give a lending hand and a sad heart, but sooner or later, you realize: they are “being there” for you and THAT is sad if you feel you are empty without helping others. Mhm.
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The weird things I do:
I dance while listening to my iPod at night while family is downstairs. I just need to make faces throughout the day. If I see someone who looks interesting, I will have a need to talk with them, sit next to them, just be around them, etc. If I am put in a situation that may have me look stupid but it has a 99.99% of not making me look stupid - like asking my mom if we can...
I don’t know bout y’all, but I know...
My parents have aged. A tiny bit of me wants them to just stop and freeze them in time. Even though I have two other siblings, I want my mom and dad for myself occasionally, despite me showing no strong relationship with them except for those times you need to laugh with parents. I know we don’t expect our loved ones to pass, but I can’t help but just know that in everyone’s head...
Chances are, I’m not going to change. And if I do, if I change for the worst, I want to remember these times. These dumbass times of falling after trying to dance.
Yeah, that’d be great.
Boredboredbored
So, to liven up my night, I thought, “How about I dougie the night away?!”
I ended up falling halfway through and started laughing at myself. Hehe, to start having fun in life, you have to have fun with yourself.
Now, laying on the couch, listening to Soulchef, Gowe(after listening to By the Sea, @ackhun posted it because he was introduced to it by @donnyspeaks), and just music.
A grilled chicken+mushroom+spinach lean pocket sounds orgasmic…
Maybe I shouldn’t have picked the pizza ones. They’re slowly getting disgusting at times.
I've always wanted to use those buttons on the...
You know, those emergency buttons.
There are so many things I need to experience.
@Monica
Hey, are you still doing BioExpo?
Cause if not, then we can both suffer through a 15(Or 10) paged grant proposal thingy at the end of the year.
It’s going to suck really bad:D *Thumbs up, hoping we do a good job knowing I won’t*
More than one thing.
Lover. Hater. Bitch. Friend. Asshole. Jerk. Child. Adult.
Slut. Strong. Confident. Broken. Warrior. Wise. Foolish.
Accident-prone. Experienced. Silly. Serious. Dull. Exciting.
Remember: the skin covers the spiral of what we are and what we can be. Remember, if you are given a bad draw of the cards, there is more.
I really like how everyone turned out. Old friends, people you laughed with in class, the people still with you. It’s only been a year, but I feel that we were really infinite in that time.
One year down, however-long-we-have-left to go.
You never will progress if you forever stay with obstacles. Break free from what impedes, and simply walk forward.
My workout consists of going on the treadmill for 20-25 minutes and then 30 situps on the ab rocket.
I don’t run on the treadmill; I just walk at 3.8-4.4 mph. I usually burn 200 calories or little more from that and that’s it.
I can’t stand running on the treadmill. If I run, I actually need to go somewhere and not stay in place. Kinda weird. And since I don’t like...
Ima eat a hot pocket and listen to Keanu’s cover of Pray while watching Get Smart.
Too many things aren’t happening with the world. It makes things inevitable, and things being inevitable really never go well.
Often when people want power, that is the...
Watching CNN, trying to see what’s happening.
Just fucking wow.
You have one kid turn out normal, the second have no strong relationship with any of you, and the third is an emotional wreck.
Just fucking wow. Way to be loving people, you hypocritical beasts.
That awkward moment when you imagine what people outside your room are doing while you make a cover of a song.
Are they dancing?
Are they laughing?
Do they have any idea you are singing and it’s not a mysterious voice?
ARE THEY FLABBERGASTED AT THE FACT YOU SING SO WELL?!
I need to know.
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I love it when you call me Big Poppa
Throw your hands in the air if you’s a true playa.
*In those well said pictures with the lyrics all changed into proper English* I greatly adore the times you announce me as Large Father, now propel your palms above your head if you are involved with amusing entertainment.
LOL I fail.
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It can be a little confusing.
When we disallow another to judge us, how do we know what we’ve become? You know, if we somehow become that person who doesn’t know there are boundaries in the first place, who can we trust to check us out and put us in the right direction?
Friends, family, whoever you love, I guess. It gets into that gray area of right and wrong because I firmly believe, we all cannot do the same...
I don’t know when I’ll be hurt. Soon, far from now. Who knows and who cares?
I also don’t know if anyone and anything will help me recover from any blow whatsoever.
Maybe I’ll move on, stand tall, be strong, etc. and get over whatever dilemma I am faced with.
Hmm, in a way, my life is like a tiny ball on a game board that goes left, right, and moves anywhere. We try not...
kaylagarcia:
fatalattraction:
I thought this...
Listen
Makes no sense
Ryan: Does this make sense?
Rachel: You're not the joke, YOU ARE the joke!
*All three of us laugh as if it was the funniest thing on Earth.
Sometimes you don’t have anything to say, but you have everything to listen.
Be still and let things fall to place by their own desire and think, contemplate. Dream for awhile.
You go to a Filipino party, all the kids are in...
Same with Ethiopian parties.
@Monica
Haha, thanks Monica! Yeah, my posts are nice, I guess. They’re just what I think and I appreciate you for liking/understanding them.
I am perfect.
Not the best, not the greatest, but the most perfect Sami Ayele there will ever be. Sure, I will fuck up, do bad things, hurt others, hurt myself, and in the end, I imagine myself making a big lesson of it all.
The last thought I could have that sums every experience I had.
To be confident, you have to trust in the belief you are perfect in mind, soul, and body. You are able to do anything you can...
If you can't make yourself happy,
how can anyone else?
It will just be another failed attempt.
Everything affects us.
Every day, every event, every risk, etc.
I don’t know if we are in fact meant to be something or do something.
It’s just the choices that are made and the actions that are taken shapes who we are.
What we are.
And who we will be. Forever. That’s what I believe.